Monthly Archives: April 2010

Because no one really knows how much I’m hurting but chose not to. Sometimes, you just have to let go of the things that matter the most to you and start thinking about the things you deserve. As each day passes by, I slowly grow numb of the pain. I know it’s still there, it’ll never go away, but it’ll eventually be covered. It’ll be nothing more than a scar. But as I grow numb of the feeling, I grow scared of losing you completely. I chose to go the other way to see if I was worth running after. I couldn’t stand seeing you chase after all these other people and running back home to me at night. I’m tired of being your slippers. The person you run to at the ned of the day. It hurts knowing I’m just a fucking second option because I’m not. Sometimes I wished you picked me as your first choice. Even if it was just for a day. I know I am more than just an option. If you couldn’t do it, I wish you had just stayed away. Go home to those you run after. Go home to them instead. Talk to them instead. Make them your slippers.