Why won’t anyone find me?

Ever heard of the saying, "Sometimes, people put up walls not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to tear them down"? These walls were put up to keep people out. Because I’m so tired of waiting to see who will be brave enough to tear them down. Waiting is hard when you have nothing to wait for. Because I’m so scared of falling in love again. I’m scared of opening up to another potential heartbreaker.

But what if circumstances confuse you? God wants her to know that.. your task is not to seek for love, but to seek and melt all the barriers within yourself that you might have built against it. God loves you with the very air that you breathe, the very light that touches your skin, the very ground that supports you. Love is everywhere — melt your barriers and you will have love in abundance. What if I put my walls down again? Will I really have love in abundance?

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You say,
I only hear what I want to.

-Stay, Lisa Loeb